Jeesh!!

Okay, I havent been here in the longest time..!! I mean I havent been here since my school re-opened. This is the second time I am blogging in IX grade..!! How ummm...*put appropriate word here coz right now I cant think of any* is that..??

Ive missed blogging so very much!! Sorry, dearest blog, for typing your much-pondered-upon URL and then closing it courtesy a new notification on Facebook!! Dont blame me, those people comment a lot, man! Sorry for almost clicking on New Post and then just feel like not typing, sorry for ignoring you, my beloved..!! Yeah yeah, I am taking classes for being corny nowadays. Who has a problem with that, Gosh, I dont want that question answered..!!

Man is life hectic!! Yeah, that probably a humorous dialog coming from a slothful procrastinator who pretty much has zilch to do, other than reading, drooling over Robert Pattinson (RP, is what I'd call him from now on), chatting/talking with friends for hours, Facebooking for what seems like days, crib about homework, and unfortunately and option-less-ly having to do it, reading (House of Night series is what I am reading right now. And I am in love with the book, Eric, Aphrodite, Stevie Rae and have ended up hating the slut protagonist. Like WHY would you betray the epitome of perfectness, Eric..?? And the embodiment of loyalty, Heath..?? And that, for a professor?? Thats just downright slutty!! I was almost loving Neferet and Loren when Zoey finds them laughing and mocking in Loren's room, after being rightfully shouted at, by Eric!), and well, just lazing around (Hello? Lazybones = Moi!!). Oh, and dancing and singing and imagining stuff, which is equally important!!

So thats an account of what I have been doing for so long..!! :)

Okay, so not my fault, mom is here, its almost 2 am, and its her b'day today, she is asking me sleep, so I have to give in today..!! :)

I am gonna sleep content knowing I finally made up with you, dear blog..!! =D

First day in the "Senior Wing"

Was downright pathetic, to be frank! To top all of it, both Varsha and Boti didnt come to school (Varsha toh I was already informed of, she is sucked up in Jodhpur. And Boti, urgh, she was dumb enough to miss the bus!! :x) So since the very morning, I was kinda low!! Since Pragya was absent too, me and Saloni sat together. Thank God for Saloni Yashwi and Pallavi, or I was definitely gone!!

I understand how much I value these bitches..!! ;)) Felt so lost without them...!! Love you guys!! <3

So lets just restate the facts too. CCE is the worst thing that ever happened! Okay not really, but I am into the habit of exaggerating stuff!! =) I mean they are giving away marks on almost everything. Marks on submission of notebooks on time, attention paid in the class, part took in "discussions" in the class, your behavior with others, with teachers, discipline in the class. To conclude it, everything that I dont do..!! :(

Its gonna serve 'em so right when they'll have like a huge bunch of failures...Maybe we'll do a Mass Flunk (instead of Bunk) for a change..!! Wicked idea eh?? ;))

The teachers are so idiotic..!! :( And the award for "The most demented teacher ever" goes to Indrajeet..!! :/ He is our class teacher. And in case you already didnt notice, I detest, despise, hate, loathe, abhor et cetera him..!! He is such a psycho really...always on about how he likes to do "new things" Dude, I dont see anything new about you..!! Someone needs to burst his bubble soonish hmm...

Had some fun with the new maths teacher though..!! Arif, I recall, is the name..!! We asked him "What are ur hobbies sir?" He is like 'Swimming' Pallavi was like.."Underwater?" He is like, no "Ganga Water" :P :P Gavaar, I tell you..!! :))

And then he is like 5x6=54! :/ And THEN there was this question in the book, where we had to write six rational numbers b/w 3 and 4...so he brightly said he would give us some extra questions (note the brightly, he is so goddamn bright, I tell you) And the question comes, write ten rational numbers b/w 3 and 4..?? Dude, WTH?? Cant you see when we do ten, it would cover six? Like I earlier blogged, the level of DPS..detoriating more and more with every sunrise (for the effect! :P)

Otherwise, it was a slow slow day...but I am happy my tutor (new, who is way too oversmart and looks stupid) decided not to show up..!! :) :)

And I have a party to catch now...Me is always up for good food!! *gulps saliva*

More later..

Oh, and I love, absolutely ADORE my new layout...!! Describes me so much better. I am twobsessed, after all..!!

PS Listen to Fall-Ina, Amazed-Goot and Sway..!!

Fabulous stuff!! Thanks to my online bestie Lorie..!! :)) Love you too!!

Now really, later...

Two bottles...oh, and I dont wanna grow up *sob sob*

First things first. Right, Two bottles is this huge torture imposed on me by mother dearest. She bought this HUGE bottle yesterday, and wants me to drink water from it everyday, and I like HAVE to finish them. Some imbecile doctor told her water is the cure of everything. And she thinks it will make those small small daane on my skin disappear. Ugh, I prefer living with those daane than drinking THAT much water. Trust me guys, its like such a freaking huge bottle. U might die if you attempt to swim in there..!!! I am not even exaggerating, or maybe I am...Aargh..it just sucks! :) Its funny how 'sucks' makes up for everything..!!

So I havent been here in a while..!! Busy wasting time..the best phase of life is the post-finals days...I can bet you 100000000 bucks on that, not that I personally have that much, but you better do, coz I'll win it..!! :) :) I am so SO excited to finally go to IX grade. Finally, tomorrow the school will re-open and I'll be off, strutting like a senior in the much-hyped senior wing..!! Would be in high school, a whole new school, if I was born in America. Must have been exciting!! But going to a new wing is equally exciting to me, and we wont even have to share the floor with X graders...though I personally would have liked that, coz I have so many friends in X...but its okay, I guess this is gonna be even better, hopefully..!! :)

We have this class teacher called Indrajeet or something like that. I reckon he is a computer teacher. Dude, thats (hopefully still) gonna be a graded stubject. Why the eff would you want a class teacher that unimportant? Uh, I have a tendency to hate all my class teachers!! All teachers, for that matter, so no one could be good enough anyway!! There've been like three teachers I genuinely like, and I dont see the value increasing this year.. The condition of my school DPS has detoriated vastly!! Like really, reealllyy vastly..!! The school was decent in its initial days. But come some stability and damn they hired cheapos! And damn the condition of the school..!! The teachers dont understand that beating (read BASHING) students is a goddamn crime..!! I have a hard time controlling myself, I would punch the effing idiots myself.

Urgh..always manage to spoil my mood..!! :(

Back in the ecstatic aura...I am going to the senior wing!!! Senior wing, Here I coommee...!! :)) I just hope the first day goes well, and I dont have to see stupid people sitting in my class. Though most of my friends are with me (BOTH my best friends are in my section. Which is awesome, but its kinda hard balancing you know..earlier it was like Kaushi was with me, and Varsha was in another section, but we were in the same bus..are in the same bus, so its not like we really missed anything. And dude, whatever about my phone bills?? There, there..!! *winks* I was used to not having to give it a thought as to whom was I supposed to be with. Both of them arent good friends, more like hi-hello types..so its sorta awkward for the three of us to be together, gets kinda boring...I am sure they dont mind me being with the other one, but damn I am disturbed by it, so there! Hoping it works out). Havent seen the whole class yet. Which I will tomorrow. God I am going to 9th, then 10th, then 11th, then 12th, then College, then Post graduation, a Job, Marriage!! Marriage!! Okay, I went too far!! But I dont wanna grow up!! I SO dont wanna grow up...I dread responsibilities, depend on my mother for every single thing..I might as well die without her..!! :( :(

Lets not get there. Ecstatic aura back...!!!!!! Its funny how small things change my mood..!! I am so moody. Now that the fact has been revisited, I so need to change the background of this blog. Sure, I love Pink and everything, but I am so bored of it. Once I change it, I am gonna have to change the text and font of ALL posts...now THAT is gonna be hard..but I'll have to..

So more later...

Dear Blog, brace yourself for a makeover. A Twilight makeover maybe..hmm...*winks* *grins*

Happy Independence Day to me now!! :D Err...it was like 5 days ago..!! :o

I was so lost in my merriment that I completely forgot anything called Anomalous Thoughts (I changed it from Alienated..felt sorta alienated off the name lately!) even existed..!! Thank you, Google Chrome, for giving it some space in your nine-square-boxes-whatever-they-are-called, so I could remember it sooner!!

I hate how easily I forget things...Mauli isnt an avid blog reader..!! So she doesnt even know I dedicated a whole post to her (whatever, a part of it) and she hasnt even read it yet..!! Urgh, me must have been swimming in the deep sea of chocolates when the power to remember things must have been distributed by him...!! :o

Whatever! MY EXAMS ARE OVER. DONE. EIGHTH GRADE STUDIES ARE NEVER GONNA BUG ME AGAIN. I AM A FREE BIRD TILL LIKE 29TH MARCH..!! Okay, enough Caps Lock, but you got how freaking excited I am..!! :D

I have never felt better (not to mention a lot less guiltier) wasting time, like I have for the past five days. I can totally give classes on that! But then again, I am gonna have the entire mob of similar adolescents to compete against me, so thats outta my aim-list for now..!!

All I did was sleep, shop, eat (and drink), talk, chat, message-others unlimitedly...and well all other useless in vain sorta stuff you can possibly do..!! :) :)

And in the past five days, I got irrevocably obsessed with The Notebook. Saw the movie like a zillion times, and read the book instantly after that too...!! Nicholas Sparks, you're the man!! And Noah/Ryan Gosling, I am officially in love with you!! <3>

Why me? I am trying to peacefully write my blog, when my friends just cant stop messaging me...but then again...they are far more important...!! Love you guys..!! :D :D

More later then...

Happy Independence Day Mauli..!! :)

This blog post is completely and entirely dedicated to my best friend plus cousin Mauli...!! Finally, her exams are over..though of course no such luck for me..!! Oh no, not at all..!! :( But then again, I have got a whole blog to myself to keep crying over it, so lets not spoil the mood..!!

I am sure the next two "examination" days are gonna be almost unendurable for me, considering the fact that in my unconscious mind, I'd be all 'Mauli's exam is over..!! OVER!! I am still freaking studying..!! :( :("

Not a very positive outlook, is it? I know I know...but I cant help it...argh..why the hell did her exams have to end? Like, they started way earlier, I know..but still..its only fair it ends together..!! I dont know why such a simple NORMAL thing is bugging me so much. Well, thats me...these things are common when you're me...the hugest stuff passes me by, and I couldn't care less. And such irrelevant, indomitable stuff goes on and bugs me to hell..!!

Shit..turns out I don't really keep to my words. Completely? Entirely? I dont see that..!! ;) So well yeah Mauli, all I can say is congratulations and just please don't come and shout and howl and scream all of course intended to make me feel envious..which of course it will..!! But you wont live to see the consequences..!! :D

I had in mind a post all about what Mauli could do and everything...but I just drowned in the pool of envy and almost died...so my brain is not working...so I guess I could post that later..or maybe not..!! ;o

Just freaking congratulations..(thats the last time I am using this word now!!)

Enjoy and have fun akele-akele for two days..after which MY exams will be over...cease to darkness...!! Haha, the last words were to add a filmy touch to it..!! ;)

Somehow this MY-exams-will-be-over thing sounds way more ecstatic than the million congratulations addressed to Mauli..hehe..!! :) :)

Well the last exam is gonna be Hindi...I am pretty sure I can cream it without an ounce of actual preparation *straightens collar (imaginary though, I am wearing a collarless top)* Maths was well, nice..I am pretty sure I am in my scholar position in that one. My tutor is so freaking concerned about it. Thats the only subject he actually teaches me (along with Science of course)!! Others, well, he isn't really good with them (read disastrous) So I prefer studying myself. Actually, its more like, he is omniscient when it comes to Maths and Science and kinda about other subjects too, but in the ICSE way...!! (Weird example, eh?)

PS. To Mauli: This post is completely and entirely about me, and you got a part, so consider yourself worthy and don't bitch about it! ;)

PPS Love you Mauli!! :) :) Congrats (See..I didn't use Congratulations...Oops..I just did..!! :o)

PPS Two more days and I'll be an unhampered, unimpeded, free-spirited bird again..!! :D

We are the world...

....is really a moving song..!! :) I loved it...and especially the end when Wyclef Jean is all "Haiti Haiti...Aa aa aa aa" I love it!! I am listening to it like 24/7..!!

Whats funny is, when I first heard it..Justin Bieber sings the first line "Their comes a time..when you heed a certain call" I don't listen to Justin B much...in fact, had not heard him ONCE before this song...so I thought it was some female artist..and I was all..who is it??! And when I Google-d it, I found out it was sung by JB...I was like..What the hell??! He does sound like a girl..!!

He is cool in "Baby" but he definitely does sound like a girl in We are the world..!!

I am blogging after ages..!! Suffering from Exam-ontisis (It really should be termed a serious illness)

Maths exam tomorrow. I abhor the pre-Maths-exam-feeling terribly..!! It's like, I am prepared and everything..but there's still this nervousness that IF the teachers gives me an alien question..and even worse, if its one of those 6 marks question, I will so be gone..!! :( :( *shudders*

Will stop cribbing about it now..I just hope it doesnt happen..!! *joins hands and prays*

Saw "The Notebook" today...dude, WHAT a movie..!! I am in love with the movie, and more importantly, in love with Noah..!! Why does stuff like dementia and amnesia even exist? And I ask you, if it does..why doesnt it strike someone like Osama Bin Laden?? It would be so damn much better, for like the whole world..but no, it strikes Allie..!! :( :( The Notebook is so freaking real, which is the problem, coz I cant help feeling sorry for Noah and Allie..the feeling's been in my unconscious mind for the whole time since I saw the movie..!! *sob sob*

Whats the WORST is that she wasnt cured..!!

Shit I am crying again..!! :*

DOUBLE SHIT, My tutor is here...!! Argh...More later...

Bleeding Love

But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you, They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth, My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing...You cut me open..and I keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding love..I keep bleeding...I keep keep bleeding love..keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding love..you cut me open..!!

Man this is the bestest lyrics I have heard in a long, long time..!! Leona Lewis..I am in love with each and every song you sung or are going to sing...I promise with a drop of blood of utmost value, which I would have surrendered to you if the medium was anything but this technological device that has become a survival medium for people worldwide..and an unintended and uninvited addiction for me..in other words..the Computer..!! :P

I just heard this song and had an unusual urge to blog..!! I have been trying to persuade all my friends who would otherwise waste endless hours on Facebook...but when it comes to blogging..they suddenly remember how they've got way more important things to do, and wouldn't wanna get engaged in something so worthless...Earth to you...if you think expressing your thoughts is unworthy...well be my guest (not, actually, in this case..hehe)

I know I know, I have this infuriating (to others) habit of convincing all my friends, or rather force them into trying whatever new I stumbled upon...poor friends...I love you guys for enduring my nonsense all the time...because lets face it, I stumble over things every now and then, and Kaushiki (one of my besties) always ends up trying it, and hating it, and telling me to fuck off, get a life, get lost, grow up, jaao maro kamini, bilkul oopar e gaayab ho kya be? and all sorta obscenities...And I always say Aww...I love you too..!! (Something I recently "stumbled upon" on Facebook)

If only I enjoyed studying so much...damn that would be a dream come true (not really a dream, but you got the gist of it)

Reminded me I have exams starting from 22nd February..and an icing on the cake...it starts with Social Science..the subject I couldnt abhor more than I already do..!! :X Not to mention, just a day later (okay, a gap of a day) Science on 24th..seriously...do thou have no pity on poor students who work their asses off on homework mercilessly endowed upon us every freaking day..?? Okay fine we don't really do it, but we have other important things to do like Facebooking, Tweeting...which includes replying to all comments dutifully, post new statuses everyday, commenting ritually on everybody's posts....not to mention messaging and replying to every single message on our cellphones...and there are such important shows that are telecasted to the television every hour. Why do they think they can make us give up all these important, integral parts of our lives for some useless piece of crap thats otherwise known as homework..which is not gonna benefit us in any way..like..EVER..??

Anyways where was I...?? Oh right, how freaking authorities scheduled Science right after Social Science...how the hell am I gonna prepare..?? Almighty HAS to help me with this one, or I am a piece of shit (or full of shit, like Oliver says in Oliver's Story by Erich Segal, the sequel to Love Story...how I loved both the books..the former (not sequal-ly, but the way I mentioned it here) being completed today in school, while others were busy mugging up some Maths formulas for the viva..!! :O)

I loved the lines:

Sometimes I ask myself what I would be if Jenny were alive

And then I answer:

I would also be alive

Its like I have it memorized or something..always sends shudders through me..!! Sad..!! I hate it when love stories end up not-so-happily-ever-after..!!

Does not really matter at the moment..what does matter is that I have a lot of course uncompleted and a very little time...like my once-favored-books So Little Time mentioned: So much to do..so little time..!!

I say, So True..!! :P

Hasta La Vista people..!!

Just wish me luck that I return back to life in high spirits after endless hours of mugging up History, Civics and Geography..!! *sob sob*

I am still single..

...on the day when love is spread throughout, so much that it can make you sick. It definitely made me sick. Not the 'love' part. Oh no, not at all..!! Unlike many people I know (people I am great friends with) who are hell bent on criticizing love on this very day (I mean seriously, spare it guys! U are single, you dont like it, good for you! Lets not spoil the day for others), I love all the love-in-the-air feeling..!! I mean otherwise, what do we really see in India..?? Limelight-hungry pathetic politicians (the very word does not suit them) And I need not spell out who I am talking about. The Shiv Sena, obviously. Lets not get into that on Valentines Day..!!

Yeah..so where was I..?? Back to the point, what really makes me sick is this. Why people always criticize the V Day! I read the newspaper today...how the shopkeepers are making a lot of money on this day. And many people aren't liking that. WHY, I ask you??? Its not really a trending topic or anything. But I just saw the general Twitter updates and got all of this. Really..if they are making money...you ought to not NOT like it..!! Whatever..."kuch to log kahenge..logo ka kaam hai kehna.." totally works here..!!

I dont know why such a small thing made me so sick. But it did, nevertheless, so I just HAD to blog about it..!!

Spread love today..!!! So what if I didnt..?? I never do what I "should" do..!! :P But I can always advice others...!! Free advice hai yaar..lena hai lo...nahi lena hai mat lo..!! :)

Lets hope that on the V Day, poverty is eradicated, all terrorists are arrested and forced to fuck their asses, Shiv Sena must go to freaking HELL. And Utsav Sharma MUST stab Rathore again. You must be wondering why all of this on V Day..well we should pray for all of this every day..so why not today..??! :P

If you are single and not ready to mingle, like me, just enjoy listening to others rambling about what their boyfriends did..!!

If you are single and ready to mingle, hope you get an awesome proposal from your crush..!! :))

If you are already in a relationship..have a blast...!!

If you are in a love-less relationship...too bad..!! :P :P

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, EVERYBODY...!!

Off to study now..!! V Day today, and computer exam tomorrow. Terrific combination, is it not..?? :/

Wish me luck, lets join our hands and hope I pass..!! *sigh*

More later..

Procrastinator..Yeah..thats ME :(

So, there I was, resisting myself from telling my online best friend to fuck her own ass (such an awesome way to start my post eh?) when things somehow got better..!! Phew! :) And thats when Sroojana brought up how all of us are procrastinators...and it hit me..how big a procrastinator I really am..!! Last night, I planned to finish to Chemistry chapters plus a Physics chapter. And all I have done the whole day is surf. I mean the major part of the day. Rest of the time, I was just chilling (I find chilling a very irritating word, but right now, I cant think of anything else) with my cousin (Love you..!! :D)

And now at 8:16, I have decided to start studying from 8:30..and go on till 9:30..after which I grab the remote and am gonna be off in my dancing world with Dance India Dance..!! :O

DAMN!! WHAT AM I DOING?? I GOTTA GO STUDY NOW!! LIKE, RIGHT NOW!!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Be Human

I am perturbed, agitated, embaressed, horrified and what-not of having to live with such am inhuman mass..!! I was incited to blog earlier, but due to some reasons, I just couldn't.

I KNOW this post is gonna make no difference to those heartless insensitive beings (I am not calling them humans because, they simply aren't) who, for the sake of fun, or for the sake of living (which doesn't make it decent, not at all. It's still just AS callous) have hunted and killed our national animal to extent, that today they're on the verge of extinction. EXTINCTION. I was stunned more than anything else when I read the headlines. 1411 tigers left in India. Only. 1411. That's almost nothing compared to us, humans, who are growing unbelievably each day in quantity, so much that now, over-population has become a matter of serious concern. The ratio is something we should be ashamed of! 1441. Thats less than the number of students in my school!! And if I add the teachers and the staff, not to mention the servants, and the economically poor students of the Shiksha Kendra, it's gonna exceed the quantity of our National Animal. Woo-hoo! Isn't that just great?!

Cruelty to Animals has been a matter of concern since long. I have been given this topic a hundred times in my language classes. Some of us, like me, bother to write. Others simple copy the whole thing from other, submit it, get good grades, and never give it a second thought (Not that they gave it a first thought at all).

Actually, countless things are a "matter of concern". Right. But who is actually concerned? The government is finally waking up, but dude, thats NOT enough. Not an ounce of enough. That is not gonna suffice the need of the hour.

Every one of us has to wake up and do something about it. What, you ask? Frankly, I have no idea what I can do. Many of us are bubbling with ideas on what the government should do. We can convey that, at least. Or dedicate a single status on our Facebook walls addressing the predicament. And please, if you are narrow enough to think what your Facebook friends are gonna think about it, or someone's gonna think you are uncool, or worse, you are gonna get no likes or comments, you might as well go and die, like, NOW!!

Its usual for all us to say that Tiger is our National Animal. Is. Let's work together to protect the existence of this sentence, and not let it change to Tiger was our National Animal. I shudder at the thought of that.

All hunters and poachers, go to freaking hell!!

I cant even write anymore now. I am SO disgusted. Rendered speechless.

Just please, lets save Tigers..!! :(

Back without a bang..!! :P :P

I am in an unusually awesome mood, and still bored..!! :O Weird, eh..??

Okay I havent been on Blogger, since like AGES..!! It's not like I have been busy or anything..no..!! Would u expect me to be busy with exams un-literally on top of my head..?! With additionals and other freaking projects every now and then, not to mention daily homeworks..who the hell is busy..??! Definitely not me...and I am not even being sarcastic about it! I havent been doing what my tutor or my mother or anyone is general would call a good preparation. Well, not like I care, or else I would be sitting in front my desk, and not the computer desk, with books open, and not the screen open..!! A-aa-ll izz Well..I keep telling myself..which works throughout..but its the night thats the bitch...!! At night, I go all, Fuck I should have studied..!! All I am doing is Maths..and some Science.!! S.St. is the REAL deal, which I havent so much as touched, and nor do I intend to, at least not now.!!

And of course, with a relative's wedding round the corner, all my relatives are here..which doesn't not hurt..!! :(( Actually, I am really enjoying..but somewhere deep inside my conscience I know I should mug up a little (What..?? I dont really go and u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d all of it..!!

My awesome mood just turned not-so-awesome..!! Lets blog about the good things now.!!

I had crazy fun on my friend's birthday on 5th (which was actually on 4th, for the record)...my relatives are here..including my two years old cousins, Roojal..who is the cutest baby EVER...When I am in a bad mood, as long as she's here, it doesnt last long...!! The best thing about her is the way she sings "All is well" Her version is a bit modified..it goes.."Aaaaa-aaaaa-l is Belll" LOL!! I love you sweetheart..!!

There is just one thing, or person that I am hating right now..my online ex-best friend...I mean I hate people who are basically from India, go to the west, and suddenly they are all Fuck India..I mean FUCK YOU dude..!!

India is an awesomely FANTASTIC country, and anyone who doesnt like it, can go to freaking HELL! And the same goes for her...I am finding it really hard to NOT tell her to fuck off anymore...but still I am trying..trying..!! *sigh*

Nothing more to say...More like...I am tired now..gonna watch some Roadies now..!! :D

Ciao for now.!!

P.S. Listen to Two is better than One- Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift..!!

Blah blah blah

Before I start blabbering, YES, this post is inspired by very new current hot favorite..Ke$ha..!! She is so freaking awesome seriously..!! I (fortunately) came across her song Tik Tok on VH1....the lyrics are soo sexy..!! Oh wait...her voice is sexy...not the lyrics :O...And I am NOT homosexual. I am STRAIGHT..But her voice IS sexy..and thats that..!! I relate the most to that song..I mean my future-self of course..!! :))

The party dont start till I walk in...!!

Cool huh..?? Strongly reccomend her. Listen to all her songs...wont be much...She just released her first album "Animal".

She looks a scary lot like Taylor Swift though...her face hasnt registered...not in my gray-area at least....:/

Ohh...and a very happy Makar Sankranti to everyobdy. And Lohri, Khichdi, Uttarayan too (I guess that's IT..??)

Had so much fun on the terrace today...!! My appartment has a hell lotta entertainers (Not intentionally though :P They are Natural..!! They are just themselves..but it makes us laugh anyways....haha...how they HATE us..!! *evil laugh*)

I still havent learnt how to fly kites though..:O And my brother is an EXPERT in every sense, seriously. I prefer watching people fly kites. Oh, and of course, spoiling the situation totally when someone else is flying a kite HIGH above. Hello..?? I cant. So you better not..!! :P

Plus, we had this kite which has...yeah...Kareena Kapoor printed on it LOL..!! Nobody...I mean no guy...was ready to fly it haha..But in the end they had to...but it was torn :O

Was out of the house all day...So great....!!

Oh, and the school re-opening is postponed...AGAIN..!! :(( I am seriously dying to go to school now..!!

And Mayank Sir..my FAVORITE teacher...I mean he is like, the only normal teacher...lef the school..!! :(( Got to know from the seniors....who are fortunate enough to go to school...*sob sob*

Yaayy..!! Best friend's online...she would eat me alive if I dont reply in 2 seconds to every IM lol ;))

P.S. Ke$ha..You ROCK..!!

2 days away from Life...

I'm soo wasted (still..!!) Thought of lotsa ways to make myself useful...join some class (like an art class, dance class, ANY class for that matter) but I am just very lazy at the moment for that sorta stuff....so I ended up spending the day just the same, doing nothing, just sitting, laying around...

Though my tutor showed up to spoil my day with useless maths. Current chapter- Playing with Numbers...all you have to do is find the number thats not given with hella easy clues. I mean, excuse me, but how the hell is it gonna be helpful to me in the future I mean really..???

Even History is a total sucker...how in the hell is it gonna some in handy EVER, I dont understand. And the million of times I've asked my history teachers, the response I get is "If u dunno what inventions or discoveries have been made in the past, how will you understand the future....or create some in the coming decades..??" For one, every student has enough civic sense to know of the existence of all sorta inventinos and discoveries that occurred in the past, coz they are all used in one way or the other. And for another, seriously...do we really learn of the inventions and discoveries in history at all..?? We have to mug up all kinds of utter shit. What a king inscribed on some freaking wall, or how the tenants lived in the common world, what poems who wrote....Really, WHY would anyone wanna know any of that? And those who are gonna argue, can take special classes. Exactly, history should be like a 3rd language. If someone is interested in all that royal crap, they can opt for it and get screwed...

But those of us who are sane and are much more interested in the present...should be spared..!! Ahh...I hope someone heard my pleas..!! :((

Ohh, and tutors are another story. I dont get it. Why would you wanna go to a place everyday, knowing completely how totally unwanted you are there...?? And how repulsed a student is to see you..?? No, they dont..!! I would never ever be a tutor...EVER..!!

Ohh, and as to my Title...Life refers to SCHOOL..!! :)) Oh my god, do I bloody miss that hellhole..!! Now you know u are missing it bad when u start missing the bitches, dogs, jerks, losers, perverts, morons, and the people who make you take the other direction upon their sight. That's right, I am even missing THEM..!! Just two more days, and then on 15th...finally back to school...finally back to having a life..!! Lol, now-a-days when someone tells me to get a life, I start feeling so centi..!! ;))

Ohh..centi reminds me...SRK looks soo damn cute in the My Name is Khan promos...!! I have to restrain the urge to grab him and kiss him every time I see the promos..!! Aahhh...chhhooooo chhhuuuttteee..!! :D

Listening to Sajda from the same film...nice song...!! Kajol looks gorgeous in the song...and ofcourse my cute SRK..!! :)) The way he blows kisses to Kajol....aahhh..!!

Re-read Double Standards today...and completed it in a single day again..:)) Nick Sinclair is Oh-so-hot..!! (I can say he is hot...coz My Edward is technically cold..:P) Oh, but Edward isnt in the Nick Sinclair list (which Michael Moscovitz from the Princess Diaries TOPS..!! Saw the movie again...he is soo adorable..!! But of course, the Michael in the books, in my fictional world is much much better. Not to mention taller.) Edward is BEYOND all of that..!! I refuse to think he doesnt exist. Coz well, he SO does...!! He is much much more renowned than the people who say he is allegedly unreal (no offence)..!!

Will go sleep now...and as always, think of Robert/Edward and also the farwell party I will be giving to my seniors (yeah I know it's like 4 years to go...but so WHAT...if Im done with the plans...who gets hurt...??)

Au Revoir!!

Wasted Away....

.....quite literally this time. I was just..well..doing nothing, drooling over some Rob Pattz pics..when it stuck me..I am soo wasted..!! Really...!! Wasted like, simply a waste on earth right now (didnt get something more appropriate. Wont tag "lol" along, coz the last thing I would probably do right now is laugh. Honest.)

With no school (ehm...by school ofcourse I dont mean the academics. Everything but it. The bitches, morons, jerks, nincompoops..oh..and the cute guys, awesome friends) to keep me occupied, and let's face it, nothing to mug up, nothing to curse...it's like...life is BLANK. Zipped. Close. Over. Done.

All I do is go out, watch TV, Facebook, read (fiction obviously. Nothing of major importance), on the phone for hours...That's it, really. Is there nothing else to life..??

It's 12:31 AM right now, and I've been online for like 4 straight hours. My back aches, I feel bloody sleepy. Mom shouting in the background to turn the computer off....

I'll drift away for now. But...I really, REALLY, need to do something useful.

Good Night..!! :((

My state after 2 States

Like the title suggests....yeah...Im reading another one...!! :))

Chetan Bhagat is a funny writer....without doubt...all his books have been great reads..!! It exceptionally feels nice to read his books because it has a whole lot of India in it...I mean the other international books I read...all but have a glimpse of India...which gets me "Ooohh..India..." His books are all in India..!!

I still havent completed it....but whats left me ruminating is how shallow India still is..!! The desperate attempts Krish has to make to get Ananya's family to like him. The back of the book is SO true..!!

Love marriages around the world are simple:

Boy loves girl..girl loves boy..They get married....

In India, there are a few more steps:

Boy loves girl. Girl loves boy.

Girl's family has to love boy. Boy's family has to love girl.

Girl's family has to love boy;s family. Boy's family has to love girl's family.

Girl and boy still love each other. They get married.

It is sick really. People are still stuck on what caste one comes from. Honestly, are any of the families asked to change their caste or belief? Why the parents are hugely repulsed by inter-caste marriages, I never understand. Nor will I, ever.

Thank God, it doesnt concern me in person...maybe someday it will. I am not sure parents are as modern and forward as they claim to be...take Krish's mother for that matter. Though yeah, this particular dialogue she uses...referring to all South Indians like Hema Malini and Sridevi having it hot for North Indian guys...LOL..!!

Oh, and one thing I dont understand....why is Krish's life in IIT so much like Hari's (from Five Point Someone)

His grades were low, like Hari's. His girlfriend was a professor's daughter, like Hari, and several incidents which took place in Hari's life....occure is Krish's too...and he even refers to them like they already happened. Is this some kind of a joke...or maybe something to make the book compelling..??

Well if it is, it certainly isnt needed, coz the book is awesome without it too..!!

Will definitely complete the book today. I just hope Krish and Ananya get together in the end, coz the prologue suggests otherwise..!! I always stop myself from reading the epilogue beforehand. Hope to continue that till the end of the book...

Listening to Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park....again from Twilight...!! :))

A very unlike Linkin Park song though....no shouting or screaming...wish they did more songs like that...!!

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that Ive done...Help me leave behing some..reasons to be missed

Dont resent me

When you're feeling empty..Keep me in your memories...leave out all the rest

The lyrics are so realistic....people have a tendency to observe..and remember...all possible faults in a person....but hardly ever notice the merits..!! And I accept it, even I spot the faults first...the merits later...much later...and sometimes...in case of no contact with the person...don't even come to know the merits...!!

Oh, and I completed The Lost Symbol too...(DONT READ THE NEXT LINE IF YOU ARE READING/PLANNING TO READ THE BOOK) Never in my wildest thoughts had I expected Ma;'akh to be..Zachary Solomon..... exhilarating really...Dan Brown is pure genius. But some of what he writes literally goes over my head. And yeah, Just like Langdon, I also closed the book with Hope that something miraculous will happen..!!

Hasta la vista (inspired by Camp Rock lol...saw it on youtube today....I mean the song...the movie isnt worth a single watch)

Oh...and I strongyl recommend...read 2 States..!!

Bye now..!! :))

Late New Year

Finally...at least I celebrated New Year..!! :D (Even as I make this D..why do I not feel like grinning??)

Well, you wont call it celebration exactly, but well, the New Year shopping is done (well, almost) and I am sooooooooo tired....!! IP Mall...definitely NOT a place where you'd want to be right now. Of course, it's Sunday, so its always crowded, but today, for some reason, it was double filled with absolute filthy people (were they even humans???)

And Globus....even more definitely not a place to go right now. Never seen a stock as literally faaltu and ghatiya like the one today. It's just a bad day I guess. I got into a fight two times (verbal, obviously) and got out of it too, but still, not my day..I am sure of that..!!

The only thing which was bright about today is well, just the fact that it is a Sunday, so my damned tutor didn't show up..phew...!!

Oh, and of course I finally got The Lost Symbol from Toys Junction...!!!!!! :)) Well okay, atleast I SAW it. I still can't believe it, that I saw it, and I FORGOT to buy it. Sounds lame, huh? I had to get out of the shop for some reason, and then I just forgot I had to get that book...!! :((

Will buy it tomorrow hopefully. Oh Dead Lord, please, please, PLEASE don't let someone else buy it..!! Please please please please....PLEASE...!!!

Still have to go to JHV Mall later at night but I don't want to..!! If I say that out loud to somebody over here, they are gonna kill me literally. I havent really been what you call a good company today. Whatever. Like Hannah says "Everybody has those days". Today is my day I guess....

Even while I am writing this, everybody is outside "having fun" (which has totally irritated me beyond repair...exactly why I somehow convinced everyone that I'm really tired..which I am...but moreover..I just didnt wanna go at all......Im better off here....I still dont know WHY Im sitting on the computer when I should be out....Why did one-of-those-days have to be TODAY????) and stuff like that. I dont even feel like writing :((

Will just stop.....

Write more later...Ciao..!!