Bleeding Love

But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you, They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth, My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing...You cut me open..and I keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding love..I keep bleeding...I keep keep bleeding love..keep bleeding..keep keep bleeding love..you cut me open..!!

Man this is the bestest lyrics I have heard in a long, long time..!! Leona Lewis..I am in love with each and every song you sung or are going to sing...I promise with a drop of blood of utmost value, which I would have surrendered to you if the medium was anything but this technological device that has become a survival medium for people worldwide..and an unintended and uninvited addiction for me..in other words..the Computer..!! :P

I just heard this song and had an unusual urge to blog..!! I have been trying to persuade all my friends who would otherwise waste endless hours on Facebook...but when it comes to blogging..they suddenly remember how they've got way more important things to do, and wouldn't wanna get engaged in something so worthless...Earth to you...if you think expressing your thoughts is unworthy...well be my guest (not, actually, in this case..hehe)

I know I know, I have this infuriating (to others) habit of convincing all my friends, or rather force them into trying whatever new I stumbled upon...poor friends...I love you guys for enduring my nonsense all the time...because lets face it, I stumble over things every now and then, and Kaushiki (one of my besties) always ends up trying it, and hating it, and telling me to fuck off, get a life, get lost, grow up, jaao maro kamini, bilkul oopar e gaayab ho kya be? and all sorta obscenities...And I always say Aww...I love you too..!! (Something I recently "stumbled upon" on Facebook)

If only I enjoyed studying so much...damn that would be a dream come true (not really a dream, but you got the gist of it)

Reminded me I have exams starting from 22nd February..and an icing on the cake...it starts with Social Science..the subject I couldnt abhor more than I already do..!! :X Not to mention, just a day later (okay, a gap of a day) Science on 24th..seriously...do thou have no pity on poor students who work their asses off on homework mercilessly endowed upon us every freaking day..?? Okay fine we don't really do it, but we have other important things to do like Facebooking, Tweeting...which includes replying to all comments dutifully, post new statuses everyday, commenting ritually on everybody's posts....not to mention messaging and replying to every single message on our cellphones...and there are such important shows that are telecasted to the television every hour. Why do they think they can make us give up all these important, integral parts of our lives for some useless piece of crap thats otherwise known as homework..which is not gonna benefit us in any way..like..EVER..??

Anyways where was I...?? Oh right, how freaking authorities scheduled Science right after Social Science...how the hell am I gonna prepare..?? Almighty HAS to help me with this one, or I am a piece of shit (or full of shit, like Oliver says in Oliver's Story by Erich Segal, the sequel to Love Story...how I loved both the books..the former (not sequal-ly, but the way I mentioned it here) being completed today in school, while others were busy mugging up some Maths formulas for the viva..!! :O)

I loved the lines:

Sometimes I ask myself what I would be if Jenny were alive

And then I answer:

I would also be alive

Its like I have it memorized or something..always sends shudders through me..!! Sad..!! I hate it when love stories end up not-so-happily-ever-after..!!

Does not really matter at the moment..what does matter is that I have a lot of course uncompleted and a very little time...like my once-favored-books So Little Time mentioned: So much to do..so little time..!!

I say, So True..!! :P

Hasta La Vista people..!!

Just wish me luck that I return back to life in high spirits after endless hours of mugging up History, Civics and Geography..!! *sob sob*

I am still single..

...on the day when love is spread throughout, so much that it can make you sick. It definitely made me sick. Not the 'love' part. Oh no, not at all..!! Unlike many people I know (people I am great friends with) who are hell bent on criticizing love on this very day (I mean seriously, spare it guys! U are single, you dont like it, good for you! Lets not spoil the day for others), I love all the love-in-the-air feeling..!! I mean otherwise, what do we really see in India..?? Limelight-hungry pathetic politicians (the very word does not suit them) And I need not spell out who I am talking about. The Shiv Sena, obviously. Lets not get into that on Valentines Day..!!

Yeah..so where was I..?? Back to the point, what really makes me sick is this. Why people always criticize the V Day! I read the newspaper today...how the shopkeepers are making a lot of money on this day. And many people aren't liking that. WHY, I ask you??? Its not really a trending topic or anything. But I just saw the general Twitter updates and got all of this. Really..if they are making money...you ought to not NOT like it..!! Whatever..."kuch to log kahenge..logo ka kaam hai kehna.." totally works here..!!

I dont know why such a small thing made me so sick. But it did, nevertheless, so I just HAD to blog about it..!!

Spread love today..!!! So what if I didnt..?? I never do what I "should" do..!! :P But I can always advice others...!! Free advice hai yaar..lena hai lo...nahi lena hai mat lo..!! :)

Lets hope that on the V Day, poverty is eradicated, all terrorists are arrested and forced to fuck their asses, Shiv Sena must go to freaking HELL. And Utsav Sharma MUST stab Rathore again. You must be wondering why all of this on V Day..well we should pray for all of this every day..so why not today..??! :P

If you are single and not ready to mingle, like me, just enjoy listening to others rambling about what their boyfriends did..!!

If you are single and ready to mingle, hope you get an awesome proposal from your crush..!! :))

If you are already in a relationship..have a blast...!!

If you are in a love-less relationship...too bad..!! :P :P

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, EVERYBODY...!!

Off to study now..!! V Day today, and computer exam tomorrow. Terrific combination, is it not..?? :/

Wish me luck, lets join our hands and hope I pass..!! *sigh*

More later..

Procrastinator..Yeah..thats ME :(

So, there I was, resisting myself from telling my online best friend to fuck her own ass (such an awesome way to start my post eh?) when things somehow got better..!! Phew! :) And thats when Sroojana brought up how all of us are procrastinators...and it hit me..how big a procrastinator I really am..!! Last night, I planned to finish to Chemistry chapters plus a Physics chapter. And all I have done the whole day is surf. I mean the major part of the day. Rest of the time, I was just chilling (I find chilling a very irritating word, but right now, I cant think of anything else) with my cousin (Love you..!! :D)

And now at 8:16, I have decided to start studying from 8:30..and go on till 9:30..after which I grab the remote and am gonna be off in my dancing world with Dance India Dance..!! :O

DAMN!! WHAT AM I DOING?? I GOTTA GO STUDY NOW!! LIKE, RIGHT NOW!!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Be Human

I am perturbed, agitated, embaressed, horrified and what-not of having to live with such am inhuman mass..!! I was incited to blog earlier, but due to some reasons, I just couldn't.

I KNOW this post is gonna make no difference to those heartless insensitive beings (I am not calling them humans because, they simply aren't) who, for the sake of fun, or for the sake of living (which doesn't make it decent, not at all. It's still just AS callous) have hunted and killed our national animal to extent, that today they're on the verge of extinction. EXTINCTION. I was stunned more than anything else when I read the headlines. 1411 tigers left in India. Only. 1411. That's almost nothing compared to us, humans, who are growing unbelievably each day in quantity, so much that now, over-population has become a matter of serious concern. The ratio is something we should be ashamed of! 1441. Thats less than the number of students in my school!! And if I add the teachers and the staff, not to mention the servants, and the economically poor students of the Shiksha Kendra, it's gonna exceed the quantity of our National Animal. Woo-hoo! Isn't that just great?!

Cruelty to Animals has been a matter of concern since long. I have been given this topic a hundred times in my language classes. Some of us, like me, bother to write. Others simple copy the whole thing from other, submit it, get good grades, and never give it a second thought (Not that they gave it a first thought at all).

Actually, countless things are a "matter of concern". Right. But who is actually concerned? The government is finally waking up, but dude, thats NOT enough. Not an ounce of enough. That is not gonna suffice the need of the hour.

Every one of us has to wake up and do something about it. What, you ask? Frankly, I have no idea what I can do. Many of us are bubbling with ideas on what the government should do. We can convey that, at least. Or dedicate a single status on our Facebook walls addressing the predicament. And please, if you are narrow enough to think what your Facebook friends are gonna think about it, or someone's gonna think you are uncool, or worse, you are gonna get no likes or comments, you might as well go and die, like, NOW!!

Its usual for all us to say that Tiger is our National Animal. Is. Let's work together to protect the existence of this sentence, and not let it change to Tiger was our National Animal. I shudder at the thought of that.

All hunters and poachers, go to freaking hell!!

I cant even write anymore now. I am SO disgusted. Rendered speechless.

Just please, lets save Tigers..!! :(

Back without a bang..!! :P :P

I am in an unusually awesome mood, and still bored..!! :O Weird, eh..??

Okay I havent been on Blogger, since like AGES..!! It's not like I have been busy or anything..no..!! Would u expect me to be busy with exams un-literally on top of my head..?! With additionals and other freaking projects every now and then, not to mention daily homeworks..who the hell is busy..??! Definitely not me...and I am not even being sarcastic about it! I havent been doing what my tutor or my mother or anyone is general would call a good preparation. Well, not like I care, or else I would be sitting in front my desk, and not the computer desk, with books open, and not the screen open..!! A-aa-ll izz Well..I keep telling myself..which works throughout..but its the night thats the bitch...!! At night, I go all, Fuck I should have studied..!! All I am doing is Maths..and some Science.!! S.St. is the REAL deal, which I havent so much as touched, and nor do I intend to, at least not now.!!

And of course, with a relative's wedding round the corner, all my relatives are here..which doesn't not hurt..!! :(( Actually, I am really enjoying..but somewhere deep inside my conscience I know I should mug up a little (What..?? I dont really go and u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d all of it..!!

My awesome mood just turned not-so-awesome..!! Lets blog about the good things now.!!

I had crazy fun on my friend's birthday on 5th (which was actually on 4th, for the record)...my relatives are here..including my two years old cousins, Roojal..who is the cutest baby EVER...When I am in a bad mood, as long as she's here, it doesnt last long...!! The best thing about her is the way she sings "All is well" Her version is a bit modified..it goes.."Aaaaa-aaaaa-l is Belll" LOL!! I love you sweetheart..!!

There is just one thing, or person that I am hating right now..my online ex-best friend...I mean I hate people who are basically from India, go to the west, and suddenly they are all Fuck India..I mean FUCK YOU dude..!!

India is an awesomely FANTASTIC country, and anyone who doesnt like it, can go to freaking HELL! And the same goes for her...I am finding it really hard to NOT tell her to fuck off anymore...but still I am trying..trying..!! *sigh*

Nothing more to say...More like...I am tired now..gonna watch some Roadies now..!! :D

Ciao for now.!!

P.S. Listen to Two is better than One- Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift..!!