Anomalous Thoughts: June 2010

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Jeesh!!

Okay, I havent been here in the longest time..!! I mean I havent been here since my school re-opened. This is the second time I am blogging in IX grade..!! How ummm...*put appropriate word here coz right now I cant think of any* is that..??

Ive missed blogging so very much!! Sorry, dearest blog, for typing your much-pondered-upon URL and then closing it courtesy a new notification on Facebook!! Dont blame me, those people comment a lot, man! Sorry for almost clicking on New Post and then just feel like not typing, sorry for ignoring you, my beloved..!! Yeah yeah, I am taking classes for being corny nowadays. Who has a problem with that, Gosh, I dont want that question answered..!!

Man is life hectic!! Yeah, that probably a humorous dialog coming from a slothful procrastinator who pretty much has zilch to do, other than reading, drooling over Robert Pattinson (RP, is what I'd call him from now on), chatting/talking with friends for hours, Facebooking for what seems like days, crib about homework, and unfortunately and option-less-ly having to do it, reading (House of Night series is what I am reading right now. And I am in love with the book, Eric, Aphrodite, Stevie Rae and have ended up hating the slut protagonist. Like WHY would you betray the epitome of perfectness, Eric..?? And the embodiment of loyalty, Heath..?? And that, for a professor?? Thats just downright slutty!! I was almost loving Neferet and Loren when Zoey finds them laughing and mocking in Loren's room, after being rightfully shouted at, by Eric!), and well, just lazing around (Hello? Lazybones = Moi!!). Oh, and dancing and singing and imagining stuff, which is equally important!!

So thats an account of what I have been doing for so long..!! :)

Okay, so not my fault, mom is here, its almost 2 am, and its her b'day today, she is asking me sleep, so I have to give in today..!! :)

I am gonna sleep content knowing I finally made up with you, dear blog..!! =D

The definition of Shambhavi Rai

I am Me. In the entire world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.